WHY????

i have a big heart...

i fall hard.. i miss hard.. i hope hard.. i expect hard and i love even harder.. but that gives everyone the biggest chance to take advantage of that.. i let people in easily.. i trust too easily..
my doors are wide open to everyone screaming WELCOME.. i think too highly of people and i believe in every word they say to me.. i have the highest of expectations.. i don't learn from my mistakes..
WHY? i am still trying to figure that out..

Girl within me..

There are times when the little girl inside you gets all messed up, at times she is too vulnerable that she could get hurt badly by even small words that doesn't matter at all..
An that's when she needs to be taken care of.. and that's when you need to remind yourself that you are strong...

I'm emotionally fragile..

My feelings are like the ocean, visible but opaque, motionless but wild, touchable but not grabbable, too little in small quantities, too much in large quantities, cold but warm, circulating, unlimited and most importantly unique. But the main reason of this post is, whether you hate me or I hate you, feelings are important and it's what makes a person who they are and I want you to remember one thing from this: A persons feelings can be visible, but opaque. Wild at times, but motionless. Touchable but not grabbable, and tiring in large quantities. So if you have someone who is angry at you or is having an upsetting time whether you knew or not, just consider how they feel sometimes and focus on how they show if they're upset because you never know whether someone is falling apart in front of you....

want to run away...

Life is so strange.. 
I don't know what's happening and what will happen.. i do hate thinking about the future..all that I want is to run far away ..
to a place that was empty of people, and buildings, and far far away... 
a place covered in blood-red earth and sleeping life in peace... 
a place longing to come alive again..
a place free of tears and misery..
a place with no hurt...
a place for disappearing and for hiding from the world.. 
a place for getting lost and for getting found...
i cannot drag my thoughts away from the troubles but if this life has taught me anything.. it is this that i can never run away...
 Not ever.... 
The only way out is to stay in... to face, to struggle and to fight...
that's all written in my destiny...
and that's what i am doing....

Taking a Start...

assalam-o-alaikum..
so here i m with the first post on my blog…:) question arises wot’s the need of that blog?? when there is alot of other social media, facebook, and obviously when one can do texting on cell :D.. and when one is already short of time in the hell hectic routine of medical life... :(
but it’s another side of me... a side only my mom knows.. :P (Top Secret)
it’s a reality writing is embedded in me somewhere…
 
What's great is that starting a blog can get you lot of attention for your writing. But it doesn't have to be for anybody other than yourself….  And so is this.. I made it for myself.. lol :D

at times.. my mind just goes out of way... my thoughts came spoiling me..that time i pick up pen my diary and throw out the dust of my mind there and then all clear...and then sukoon :P

so i made this blog to share some of  my daily life experiences, some about my prospective of life.. how i see this life  and to put some of my thoughts into words... although i know i wouldn't be able to maintain this as i couldn't be able to  post regularly still I’ll try my best to keep my blog updated.. :)
 
Start where you are..Use what you have.. and Do what you can..

stay tuned.. :)  I’ll be back soon...

The secret to living the life of your dreams is to start living the life of your dreams today, in every little way you possibly can. -Mike Dooley